Shepherd's Pie out of me

I am one person that I think who is really bad in cooking though at times that I cook, people will say Hmmm – Not Bad, Sedap. Not only I think I am lousy in cooking, I also do not have much interest in it. Cooking is my last choice to do in the house chores categories or of a wifey responsibility, though watching cooking programs on tele is one of my liking. What is wrong with me?

Even if I am at my parents-in law’s house, I have never tried to look good by trying to perform some culinary skill because I just know myself. I think I am suck at it. And if they detest me because of that, I have no points to back myself up. I lose.

Telling people that I could cook delicious cuisines is really something out of my mind. I could say “Come over to my house, I‘ll make you bake macaroni and bread pudding” but I will never say “Come over to my house, you should taste my wonderful bake macaroni and bread pudding”. I dare not.

Minus preparing meals for Nada which include her breakfast, lunch and dinner that I do religiously due to my subconscious mind keep reminding me that I have to feed her with healthy home cook food, I have to admit that I hardly cook for Harris and myself.
We eat out almost E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y.

Harris has never complaint neither has he ever forced me to cook thus far. How can I be thankful enough to him?

The other day, we dined at Delifrance in Ampang Point. I had Shepherd’s Pie and I kinda wished if I could do it myself that I should try, but I figured I am incapable of that.
Then, things sometimes happens coincidentally when later my friend TC posted her delicious looking home made Shepherd’s Pie pix on FB.

I again, wish if I could bake a Shepherd’s Pie special for my love one – Harris.

Do ya'll think I should give it a try? What if my Shepherd's Pie turn out to be Burnt Pizza?

p/s : I received quite numbers of praises of this Harris & me photo. Some say, pix is nice…. Some say, the outfit is nice. For information, my mami made that superb piece for me. Isn't she a brilliant?